Computers do not like me

Yet another computer my main one with all my pictures is Gone!!!!!!!!! it went black today and nothing works. My screen is black like it never even was turned on ( my monitor) I am sooooooooo upset every piece of my life was on their pictures, programs and more. i do not know wat I am going to do. I will have to find some cash to get it fixed. If I do not answer emails that is why. i temporarily plugged in my laptop.
I feel like sayin why me with all the ( four letter word inserted here) that has been going on with us lately. Sorry to complain I just had to get it out. I know my blessings out way the bad and others go through so much more I guess I am just exhausted from having a baby that has been sick for three months, constantly fighting with my husband, among the million other things going on. Hope you all still love me after this nasty post but if I did not let it out I think I will explode!
On a lighter note ( i know haha!) the girls auditioned for an LDS movie today and are very excited about it. There were tons of people there for the audition so they are not expecting the part but they love to try out.
I would love to post pictures right here but well, you know.

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Now about Crew...we fear he will have to be admitted. It is not getting much better and once again I am getting sick too. Will it ever end?????????????????????

Trying to keep him calm & MaKayla glasses + more

Scott & I have been doing everything in our power to keep Crew from going into the hospital. The Dr's say we are doing a great job, better then most parents. It has been exhausting for me but worth it since we are so far in debt right now with the five mnths Scott was off work and Hospital bills from Crew being born.
In order to ease Crew's woe is me Crying and sounds all day. We tried putting him in his walker and rolling him around. he stopped crying for about Five minutes. That was five minutes of Heaven for me. You can see especially in the last picture how miserable he is.
His breathing seems to be a little better today, cough seems more producticve and fever is gone. Three months for a baby to be sick is a long time.
For those of you wondering, YES!!!! I do clean and sanitize my house daily. I do not know why the sickness has lingered. Other than having three other children in the house.
Our humidifier runs non stop.
On a lighter note, my photography class I teach at my house on Thursday Nights has been a great break for me. Scott keeps the kids upstairs and I get to teach others about photography. I have seen amazing improvement in the class members. They email me pictures and show me improvements. I am glad I was able to make a difference. I might have to do this class again sometime for others. I am looking forword to taking my girls dance group pictures next month and I have a few weddings and senior pictures to do.



The girls enjoyed pushing him around

Though this is not the best picture of her, ( she is very self conscious about her teeth right now. I cannot wait to get money to fix them.) MaKayla now has glasses too. No more using McKenzie's glasses to tell them apart. They really only need to use them to see far away but they wear them all the time.

More sad news about crew

So I thought last week that he was getting better. Then for the last three days or so he has had a cough that has gotten worse and worse. We took him to the Dr tonight and he still has RSV and Croup. They are not admitting him but said he is on a small rope to being admitted. We are suppose to watch him tonight and apparently the on call Dr. Tonight came and looked at him and said he will not be surprised if he sees him admitted tonight. I really hope it doesn't come to that. I will be getting no sleep tonight. Please keep him in your prayers.

another update and thanks

We are so lucky to have such great ward members. Thank you so much to the Judds who brought my family a pizza one night when they had sick kids themselves, And others who have brought us dinner.

Thank you everyone for your concern with our family & Crew. He is doing much better. The poor guy was miserable. I have a video of him making woe is me sounds all day long but I didn't get it together so here is a picture of him snuggling with his doggy which made him feel much better.
I was really sick the last week, but am feeling a little better. The girls have all been sick. And to top it off MaKayla had food poisening and had stuff coming out both ends all night. Just what you want to hear huh? But I think everything is on the op side now. I spent the day sanitizing our home now that everyone is feeling better.

Crew is slowly getting better. We think he is on the tale end of the RSV/ The Dr. gave us the o.k for some solids. Here is Crews first experience with Green Beans. he wasn't sure just what to think of them.